I’ve never been in a situation where my bf has been such good friends with his ex.
Are we in agreement that this would be an anxiety-fuelled area for any spouse?
Anyway in my head it seems I’m just waiting to be left again. Perfect opportunity too right?
My recent dream, recurring for 3 nights now has divulged a stage production of what my mind anticipates.
A random house…he goes to visit, they get talking, reminisce; a chance to rekindle?
And then one thing leads To another and I’ve been forgotten about.
All the love goes onto the other person, interests shift. Suddenly I’m not that “perfect boyfriend” I’m told I am, that’s him now.
I’m so scared. Why wouldn’t it happen?
They’ve been there and done it before…why should I get in the way?
I don’t think I would, I be pushed to the back of his mind because I think he’d be interested more in the better things he’s discovered in his realisation. Discovered that he’s better, he’s the one he wants to love, he’s the better option :(
I bet I’d apologise to him aswell. I’d say I’m sorry for not being enough.
At the end of the day, it’s all to do with me and my mind.
But I’m waiting; anticipating.